There have been so many amazing testimonies I could share, a verse that ran through my mind over and over for a couple weeks was The Lord thy God in the midst of the is Mighty, He will save, He will rejoice over thee with joy, He will rest in His love, He will joy over thee with singing Zeph 3:17. This is it He does it all He is the mighty one, It is not me it is Him.
I have been thinking about what the Lord has done in my own heart during my time here. I thought right away about the verse's James 1:19 Let every man be swift to hear and slow to speak and Isaiah 30:15 In quietness and confidence shall be your strength. I have spent a lot of my time here quietly listening taking things in learning new things not speaking much. Many times I am in a place where there is only finnish being spoken, I have gotten use to these times, being able to quietly sit in a room of people and be content. At first it was very difficult not knowing what was going on, God used this to teach me quietness before Him. When english was being spoken I found myself so excited just to listen to what was being said. When you are so familiar with understanding everything you hear you take for granted much of what is being said, when you can't understand much of what is being said the little that is spoken that you can understand you soak it up. I don't know if that sentence would make sense to everyone but it sure does to me. So the Lord has really shown me the importance of being swift to hear and really slow to speak, and in quietness and confidence there is strength. It would be a challenge for many to sit in a room with everyone speaking the same language and you are the only one that doesn't understand, it was for me, but I wouldn't change it for anything. God new I needed to experience this. He speaks to us, He loves us, He joys over us with singing, He is mighty!
Please pray for God's clear leading in what is next, if I come back. The Lord knows!
I will see many of you soon
oh and yes it is still cold here and today it was snowing most of the day :)